
He roams at world's end His fangs are crimson stained

GUIDELINES
independent, private, selective blog for Raserei Verfallen, fandomless OC with many verses. OC friendly, Mun doesn't bite. Triggering themes and themes most dark will be present.18+ only Minor DNIslow activityA study of a deeply traumatizing past and one's desire to be more than what nature intended. What strength is needed to overcome one's nature? To strive for goodness and still crave blood
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. RULE ONE . Basic roleplay etiquette: Don't god mod, do any real damage to my muse without talking to me about it frist, you know the basics that should go without saying.
That being said. I am not going to lose my cool over little things that make sense to move the scene. I.E. asking Raserei to follow along a path to get somewhere and assuming he follows.General things to know
- OC friendly
- Multi-muse friendly
- My responses vary based on the thread and what is happening in said thread, however, you never have to match length. I just ask your responses not be phoned in and always be one or two sentences when we are not just doing banter.
- I really only use icons if you're using them. Assuming I have any for said verse.
- Ras is a slow-burn muse. He can crush easily, but truly to act, acknowledge or feel something more, takes time and trust.
- Smut will not happen quickly, however.
- Mun does not equal Muse.
- I will not interact with kin muses, and thus, in turn, self-inserts muses. I have had unpleasant experiences in the past.
- I don't mind if I share a meme and if doesn't fit our muses currently, so you just reblog it, but I am not an archive, if you keep reblogging memes and not giving the energy back I am blocking.This blog has trigger content and dark themes, if you need something tagged a certain way please let me know.. RULE TWO . I will not rp with anyone under the age of 21 as I am in my 30s.For muses: I love all kinds of ships, romantic, platonic and everything in between. However! Raserei will have no romantic draw toward muses under 25 end of discussion.I will not interact with muses under the age of 18 unless I am close to the mun and discuss something beforehand. Because some people take things a bit literally sometimes; I do not mean Ras cannot interact with child npcs, or companion muses to another. For example, Ras had a familial relationship with another muse, where he is like a father figure to her and her son (her son is like 10).. RULE THREE . I do smut sometimes. I am neutral about it and it will show up on this blog, tagged accordingly. However, if we are in a ship and you are not down for writing the smut, don't worry, we can fade to black and keep it pushing. I want both of us to enjoy the ship and feel comfortable.
. RULE FOUR . This blog has triggering themes. Ras has had a very traumatic life, more so in some verses than others. While some things I will not rp (I will list below), they come up as they are part of his story, Here is a list of what can show up in discussion with Ras:
Mentions on the blog:
Rape
Torture
Abuse (Physical and mental)
Toxic relationships
Drug use
Alchohol use
Thins I will not actively rp:
Rape
Incest
AbuseThings that might show up in rp: Torture and gore (never on the other muse). Ras has a violent sense of justice and righting wrongs, and with his temper and in some verses added things like drug use and or mutations, Ras has done grotesque things in the name of justice or just has eaten some of his enemies because he lost himself in combat. (These things will be tagged and the amount of detail can be dialed down if need be, just ask!). RULE FIVE . All that being said. This blog will have dark and bloody topics, descriptions and mentions. Ras has eaten people in his fantasy verses, or at least of of them. The muses he interacts with are always safe from this, obviously. But please be aware. It can get very dark with Ras very quickly.. RULE SIX . I will not tolerate hate or drama. I am an old lady just wanting to enjoy her hobby I don't have time for that high school shit. Nor do I suffer hateful ignorant idiots.

Verses

Faerun (Forgotten Realms)
Tag: Blood on the snowA tiefling born in the cold northern Dales, Raserei doesn’t know much about his birth mother, or rather how he came to be, only that she resented him. So much that she even named him Monster. The abuse he suffered at her hand was so great it caused his abyssal blood to overtake him and he lashed out when he was young at his mother, but the rage and power of his blood outmatched a drug-addled woman and he killed her. Ate most of her before his rage subsided and the voices in his head quieted.He was found by a barbarian tribe’s shaman who took him in and while she was kind to him the rest of the tribe was less welcoming of the demon-blooded child. A tribe focused on war and battle their chieftain only saw him as a weapon to be forged and used. His ease to fall for rage and how quickly he learned the art of battle he gained a new name: Raserei Verfallen. Or "He that falls to rage". Raserei brought much glory to his tribe, but none of it was enough to earn their respect or love. Tired of being used Raserei tried to leave, but the chieftain tried to stop which ended in Raserei killing the man and getting what he wanted through exile.While in exile he spent a fair amount of years with the druids out by Neverwinter. He thought of all people, druids would hate him the most, the unnatural thing he was, but they gave him shelter and he fought for them. Namely, he helped save a powerful nature spirit nearby. One that took the form of a great bear and as thanks it bestowed upon him the knowledge to channel the mighty beast with his outbursts. To have some control over his rage and not just become a mindless weapon. Later he saved the heart of a forest and again was blessed. He has a close tie to nature and a deep respect for it. Fond of spending time with druids and rangers over others. If he has to be around people that is.However, he puts his faith primarily in Ilmater, drawn to the god’s kindness to help all and shoulder the pain of many. A good and kindness he desperately wishes he could embody. But Raserei fears his blood will never let him be more than a monster who wears a mask of something else. While he does actively pray to Ilmater he does not ask anything of the god nor believes the god will take claim of his soul when he dies and he is forever damned to be dragged to the Abyss.Working as a bounty hunter/adventurer Raserei roams the realm looking for a place to call home and find some sense of belonging in a world that for the most part doesn’t seem to want him, or want to use him.
─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Baldur's Gate 3
Tag: Unrest with the QuietFor the context of Baldur's Gate three, nothing of note changes for Raserei in this verse, save that the tadpole is blocking his abyssal blood from whispering to him and he was traveling to Baldur's Gate when he was taken. He can either serve as another companion or act in the Tav role.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Fallout 4
Tag: souvenir of sadnessRaserei left Wisconsin nine years ago and left a trail of bodies in his wake. However he only just came into the Commonwealth a year ago and has set up a home of sorts in an old Ranger cabin that rests on a hill by Sanctuary and the Red Rocket Station. He’s on good terms with the nearby farmers as he is always willing to help out when he can without charging for it. Often they send him off with food.He is an expensive mercenary charging 800 caps base for his services, so he doesn’t work much but he doesn’t need to, and he is very picky about the jobs he takes.Raserei is starting to get a name for himself because of the impossible situations he’s walked out of and the suicidal jobs he takes. His nerve damage on top of his incredibly well-built armor (though it looks like nothing) has spawned stories Raserei is a mutant with a thick hide. His incredible size and strength also help greatly with this.He stands out among those living in the wasteland, because of his size alone, but as stories of him grow, his incredible strength, seeming immunity to radiation and various poisons, and his recovery rate is something that has most doctors looking at him in awe. This is because Raserei is from a group of vault dwellers that were exposed to and tested with another strand of the FEV. While it did not initially work on them, it seems to have activated on their later generations. Ras is among those children. He is what they wanted. The scientist who originally did the testing formed a cult and their descendants continued their work, aiming for a new world order with the super soldiers many other factions sought after. They are the cult that bought Ras at eight years old as he showed clear signs of having active FEV DNA. ( For more read this LINK)
─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Modern Fantasy
Tag: Speak in TonguesMortals will do foolish things with the promise of even a sliver of power; mostly if that sliver is coming from something of considerable power. Whatever reason or reasons Raserei’s mother thought it was a good idea to give herself to his father he doesn’t know and has no interest in finding out. The woman made the first eight years of his life a living nightmare. Kept under the foundation of her shanty cabin out in the notorious Black Forest, where all sorts came to her for whoring and potions that rivaled man-made drugs.His earliest memories were him killing the rats down there and eating them raw. Oh, what power demonic blood had when it came to survival. But one night when he was eight something happened, something snapped inside him and everything went black. When he came to he was standing over his mother’s half-eaten corpse and blood pooled in his mouth, found by another witch who claimed the spirits led her to him, she took him in and raised him with her daughter. Raserei was loved and his life while still rocky because of what he was at least had a loving family. Though he always struggled with his blood and pull it had over him.Because he had no name his adoptive mother named him Günter but nicknamed him Raserei in regards how quickly he could be riled up.Despite the love of his adoptive family Raserei has had a rough life, things he keeps to himself and only divulges a little too, to his therapist, and those along with the secrets he keeps, like who his grandfather is staying close to his heart.He currently works for a global special service group that neutralizes critical magical and supernatural threats that as Raserei put it, “Need another monster to take out the other monster.” They also perform raids with their human more mortal counterparts to stop black market circuits that specialize in exploiting magical and supernatural beings.
Dragon Age
Inquisitor verse
Tag: Hakkon BloodedRaserei was born to Tal-Vashoth parents who sold him off at an early age for reasons he doesn’t know, and the young Vashoth-Qunari found himself as a pet to some Orlesian noble. However, when he was eight years old he was taken in by an Avvar mercenary who took the young boy back his clan’s hold in the Frostbacks where his sister who was the tribe’s Augur took him and raised Raserei to be Avvar.While Raserei stood out among the Avvar they were much taller then more other humans making his height less of a sore thumb and the tribe treated him no different than any other member. If anything because of his “Qunari” blood he was more revered by the other warriors as he seemed to have a natural ability to fight with the same ferocity as the tribe’s Reavers. Also Raserei could feel this sort of connection with dragons and dragon-kin creatures. When he was an adult Raserei undertook the ritual to become a Reaver, a progression that seemed only natural for the skilled warrior.Raserei in time felt a pull to explore outside the land of his tribe’s hold and took up mercenary work, using this chance to travel and to bring things back to his hold that they otherwise wouldn’t have. When he isn’t working he patrols the borders of his tribe.Because he leads from the front and his bravery in battle was something that was legendary among his tribe Raserei had attracted a local spirit of Valor who followed the warrior when he roamed the land of his people. When on a patrol with some of his tribesmen they were ambushed by a rival tribe and Raserei was mortally wounded protecting one of the younger warriors. Instead of dying the spirit merged itself with Raserei allowing the Vashoth to heal wounds that would have killed him otherwise.A delicate balance is made between Raserei and his new friend, as the dragon blood and his Qunari blood, made Raserei temperamental to begin with, which is not good for a spirit. His tribe watches over them to make sure they do not corrupt one another and his sister who is now the Augur of his people worry when he is away.Though bot Raserei and Valor have made fail safes with one another so if one would start the fall they will take each other out to ensure they do not become an abomination.KEY CHOICES FROM THE GAMEMAGES OR TEMPLARS: WENT TO THE MAGES, CONCERNED THAT A MAGISTER WAS NOT ONLY IN FERELDEN, BUT HAD TAKEN THE SOUTHERN MAGES TOO. PLUS THE WHOLE TIME MAGIC. RASEREI FELT NOT ONLY DID HE NEED THE MAGES, BUT HIS ATTENTION WAS SORELY NEEDED IN REDCLIFFE. THE MAGES WERE ALLIED WITH HIM NOT CONSCRIPTED.WARDENS: EXILED OR ALLIED: UNSURE HOW HE FELT ABOUT THE DESPERATION OF THE WARDENS AND WHAT CLAREL DID BECAUSE OF THAT DESPERATION, BUT HE ALSO UNDERSTOOD WHAT THEY MEANT FOR BLIGHTS, AND BEING A SURVIVOR OF THE BLIGHT HIMSELF HE WONDERED HOW FAR HE WOULD GO TO STOP IT. TO THAT END HE ALLIED WITH THE REMAINING WARDENS. HE JUST PRAYED HE NEVER BECAME SO DESPERATE.RULER OF ORLAIS: CELENE RULES WITH BRIALA. GASPARD EXILED. RASEREI ISN’T ONE OF LOWLAND POLITICS HOWEVER GASPARD RUBBED HIM THE WRONG WAY AND THE RUMORS THAT HE WANTED TO TURN OLAIS BACK INTO A CONQUERING EMPIRE DIDN’T SIT WELL WITH HIM. HE WOULD LIKE TO THINK CELENE AND BRIALA ARE THE RIGHT CHOICE BUT THEN AGAIN WHO CAN SAY.WELL OF SORROWS: ONE OF THE HARDEST CHOICES HE’S EVER MADE, BUT HE LETS MORRIGAN DRINK FROM THE WELL. HE WILL ALWAYS WONDER IF HE MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE THERE AND IF HE SHOULD HAVE TRUSTED HER. ALSO HE SIDED WITH THE SENTINELS, KNOWING WHAT IT MEANT TO RESPECT ONE’S SACRED DUTY AND CULTURE.OTHER RANDOM CHOICES
DECLARED THE THE INQUISITION BECAUSE IT WAS WHAT’S RIGHT.HELPS CULLEN STAY OFF LYRIUMDOESN’T HARDEN LELIANA
ENCOURAGES CASANDRA TO REBUILD THE SEEKERSLELIANA IS DIVINEGIVES VIVIENNE THE CORRECT HEARTHELPS SOLAS’ FRIEND,DOESN’T ALLOW SOLAS TO KILL THE MAGES.SPARES BLACKWALL AND GIVES HIM A SECOND CHANCE.COLE BECOMES MORE OF A SPIRITSAVES THE CHARGERSLET'S SERA KILL HARMONDCOMPLETED JAWS OF HAKKONCOMPLETED DEEP ROADS
LEAVES STROUD IN THE FADE
─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───INQUISITION COMPANION
Tag: Valor RagesRaserei can be recruited in a similar way like Iron Bull. Raserei and a handful of his Avvar warrior brothers and sisters seek out the Inquisitor to aid the Inquisition to mend the sky and appease The Lady of the Sky. While they know of Valor, none of them speak of it when around outsiders.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Elder Scrolls (Primarily Skyrim)
⭑ Not the Dragonborn
Tag: Age of AggressionRaserei is a Nord born and raised in Bruma just outside the Northern border to Skyrim where both his parents hailed from before settling in the Imperial Provence when his father had joined the Imperial army as a navy captain and blacksmith.However, Raserei’s father was never home and died while at war, and his mother was a terrible woman, Raserei found himself abandoned at the age of eight when his mother abandoned him in the woods hoping he would start to death. Found by another Nord, Herja, who was visiting family in Bruma she rescued Raserei and took him back to Skyrim with her and her daughter, Eir.Raserei natural size and strength from working a farm made him a fair candidate for the Companions and joined them when he was 16 shortly after his adoptive mother’s passing. At some point Raserei returned from a job with a little girl in tow, all he said was she was his daughter, nothing more. The details and truth of that statement are only between Raserei and the few people he trusts.After his daughter, Anna began living with him the large man too up to farming and takes fewer jobs from The Companions. Between the two and raising a little girl the giant of the man has little time to socialize outside his Companion brethren.
Western/Red Dead
Tag: bulletproof until we bleed outThe former outlaw turned bounty hunter is renowned for his short temper and his quick choice to enact violence. Son of immigrants from Iceland and Germany, Raserei (not his real name), is a dangerously openly heathen, though it’s hard to stand up to a man who stands among the mountains. Local law enforcement is often torn when he’s in the area working a bounty. Because chances are, there won’t be a hanging, or in some cases an easy way to identify the body. As his brutality towards certain criminals is also well known.How he bought his freedom from the hangman’s noose is something no one really knows. Just one day people stopped looking for him and he reemerged as a bounty hunter. Though the crimes people believed he committed couldn’t be tied back to him in any real way outside of the sheer carnage at some, for again he was known to be brutal to those who harmed women and children. It’s also hard to arrest a man who attacked other outlaws.While no one who knows Raserei in any real detail will deny or agree to this, it is widely believed he had a wife and child who were killed, and this changed his lifestyle, or what started him on the path to becoming an outlaw himself. It varies from place to place.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Strange West (a supernatural au for the Western verse)
Tag: faces come out of the rainThe Institute of Supernatural Protection (ISP) despite its name is not about protecting the supernatural, the strange, or weird, but eradicating it with extreme prejudice… well with some exceptions. Some magical or supernatural creatures are allowed to exist, and some are even coveted. It’s the standard fare: elves, dwarves, some fae folk, some witches. As the ISP has come to learn maybe some nuance might be needed. But if anything “accepted” steps a toe out of line, the ISP sends in hunters to deal with the situation, and death is almost always the verdict.Raserei is their top hunter, sent in for truly difficult tasks and dangerous creatures. A demon spawn, and held on a tight leash, always skirting around his own demise. Through a series of events, Raserei does not speak of freely, he was taken in by a community of heathen Icelanders in Northern Wisconsin, keeping his existence a secret, and when he was discovered they tried to pass him off as half-giant, as the giants of their homeland could look wildly different, such as the famed frost giants. However, the ISP was not fooled and Raserei was set to be disposed of, but for reasons even he isn’t sure of the leader of the ISP stayed his exception and recruited him instead.So now, as Raserei puts it, is a glorified lap dog, with a tight leash.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Verse pending─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───

Raserei

Faerun/ Baldur's Gate 3NAME: Raserei Verfallen (He who falls to rage)GENDER: MaleSEXUALITY: PansexualHEIGHT: 6'5AGE: 34WEIGHT: 380lbsHAIR COLOR: Deep redEYE COLOR: Pale blue (black sclera when raging.) Missing right eye.CLASS: Barbarian (WILD HEART. BEAR AND STAG HEART)Raserei’s bloodline does not come from devils or more to the point Aesmodeous. The only thing the tiefling, or maybe demon spawn is more accurate, will say is his blood lies with the Abyss. He says little more, either because he does not know or does not wish to tell.Exploits of the striding giant tiefling with flaming hair have popped up, and some who have worked with him have sparked a few theories, from his grandfather being a powerful Balor, to his grandfather being one of the demon lords themselves, or a more bold and one that seems to get the spawn to stiffen, that the Abyss is somehow his blood tie. As the plane is alive itself and who knows what profane magic could have led to Raserei’s creation. After all he isn’t saying.All he knows is his life has been plagued by mistreatment and abuse.
Triggering content aheadHis mother kept him under the foundation of the home they lived in, where he survived on rats and insects, as well as whatever scraps he could grab when she was passed out. Neglected and beaten by both her and the men she whored out to Raserei only had the voices that he heard inside him.Terrified at first of the voices he ignored them, but when death was soon to claim him, the voices seemed to have possessed him and he killed his mother and ate her in a fit of rage and need to survive. He was found by a shaman (cleric) a few days later as he was wandering aimlessly in the plains of Icewind Dale.During his exile, Raserei found himself captured by a cult that tried to use him for breeding purposes as his blood seemed unique to them (rather the linage it implied) and were trying to use him to make new terrifying spawns to use against their enemies and further the work of their god Bhaal.He has also been the victim of people wishing to capture him and use parts of his body for potions and salves thinking they held some kind of power. He's had his horns removed and regrown, as well as his scales many times.He always escapes and gives his captures a bloody end, but the events have left scars only he can see.Also in his journies, he found he had half-siblings and they are seeking him out, for what reason he does not know nor care to know. However, one has taken an unhealthy lust for him and hounds harder than the rest, wishing to make Raserei one of his many "wives"
─── ⋆ ⭑ ⋆ ───Fallout 4
NAME: (Fenrir)Raserei, no last name to be givenGENDER: MaleSEXUALITY: PansexualHEIGHT: 6'5AGE: 34WEIGHT: 380lbsHAIR COLOR: Deep redEYE COLOR: Pale blue Missing right eye.Raserei is a tall and imposing man and the layers he wears add to his already considerable size. A scar over his left eye is the only noticeable scar one can see on the large man, but once the clothes come off one can see his body is riddled with them as well as burns (mostly from his ballistic armor) and marks from too many years of chem abuse.While incredibly strong some people have mistaken Raserei’s layer of fat as a sign of softness. A mistake most only get to make once. But in return, no one really questions the man’s hardiness or his stamina. Often hired out by lone settlers to help them do some heavy lifting for long hours.If he isn’t high or drunk off his ass he is surly at the best of times and his bluntness is often mistaken as rudeness when he first meets people. He swears like they are adjectives and his bark keeps most at bay and it allows him to avoid making any real connections with people who will in time ask questions he doesn’t want to answer. The surly demeanor isn’t because he doesn’t want people to think he doesn’t care; he does. He doesn’t want them to care about him.The constant conflicting emotions Raserei feels about anything concerning himself have left his emotions in a Gordian knot-like state. And he has no real interest in trying to cut through it. Some of his darker thoughts lay at its heart.Aggressive while keeping an air of nonchalant about him. He isn’t a jealous or envious man; nor does he posture and he doesn’t respond to it either. But if someone does manage to actually trigger his temper, it is ugly and often ends poorly for them.KEY THINGS ABOUT RASEREI:-He suffers from severe PTSD-He is a drug and chem addict.-He is an alcoholic and Vodka is a poison of choice.-He does not like the BoS; to the point it’s almost hatred.-He’s terrified of deep water and small spaces.-He is a savant alchemist and tinkerer. He isn’t always able to explain to teach how he does the things he does. This could be a learning deficiency he has, or because of a lack of proper teaching himself.-Raserei is incredibly strong and has high stamina. However, it was browbeaten into him that he is nothing without drugs. So he doesn’t actually realize how strong he is. Or that the FEV virus worked in him.-He has nerve damage and doesn’t feel things like he should anymore. The extensive damage is in his hands. So when he does touch people it’s always very softly because he isn’t sure how hard he is grabbing, and he rather it be too light than hurt someone unintentionally.
─── ⋆ ⭑ ⋆ ───Modern FantasyNAME: Gunther (Raserei Verfallen)GENDER: MaleSEXUALITY: PansexualHEIGHT: 6'5AGE: 34WEIGHT: 400lbsHAIR COLOR: Deep redEYE COLOR: Pale blue. Missing right eyeGunther is the name his adopted mother gave him, but Raserei is the nickname he’s earned and what he answers to.Raserei’s demonic blood is kept in check but when he let’s it take control his body physically changes. His horns become larger and so does his size growing to be seven feet tall and puts on more muscle mass while black tendrils sprout from him and his tail’s end grows thick scales with spikes turning it into a flail if need be. The whites of his eyes turn blackHe has lost control on jobs and eaten his targets, sometimes more than partially.Raserei is also fairly famous and seen on TV often from the jobs he has to handle and also the topic of great debate about allowing the children of greater demons to roam free or even live.In this verse, Ras is technically still a full-blooded demon as it takes many, many generations for the demonic or infernal blood to not have such a strong pull. Mostly if the bloodline is tied to a greater demon like it is in Ras' case.This means Ras is aging slower and will live for hundreds of years, also has fast healing and supernatural strength. But is weak to things like holy water.He can also feel emotions in people that are tied to "sins" and "feed" upon them, though it's more that he gets riled up and a bit of a serotonin boost when people indulge in them. Desire and gluttony seem to be the ones he favors.Triggering content:Like in his Faerun verse, Ras has been raped and tortured for furthering plots, and for black market means.
Dragon AgeNAME: Raserei Ar Briggate O Falcon-Hold Hakkon BloodedGENDER: MaleSEXUALITY: PansexualHEIGHT: 7'6AGE: 34WEIGHT: 410lbsHAIR COLOR: Deep redEYE COLOR: Pale blue.The reason Raserei was at the conclave was because he and some clansmen had grown weary of the mage and templar war that was starting to spread into their lands and some of the rebel mages attending wanted extra back up and since Raserei freelanced as a mercenary from time to time was hired on to ensure they were safe. Nowadays he wonders if taking the job was fated by the goddess Lady of the Skies because she knew what was to happen to her.─── ⋆ ⭑ ⋆ ───Western/Red DeadNAME: Raserei (Einar Ingolfson)GENDER: MaleSEXUALITY: Pansexual (not openly)HEIGHT: 6'5AGE: 34WEIGHT: 380lbsHAIR COLOR: Deep redEYE COLOR: Pale blue. Missing right eyeBorn to immigrant parents, who were also heathens. Einar grew up in a small village of other Northern Europeans who followed the old Norse faith. Though, it had been adapted for a more modern viewing, though very progressive for the time frame. Their elders wanting to be better, and fear if they did not make these changes and seek better understanding and wisdom Odin would turn their back on them.Einar's Father and mother were from Iceland, though his mother was born in Germany. Because of the nature of the village, and them keeping to themselves, Einar sounds like he was not born in the States and sometimes fumbles with English as it was not really spoken to him as a child.His parents were incredibly abusive towards him as both resented him. His mother hated him because him being born so large and his firey red hair, his father assumed he was not his son, but the son of a giant.So to his mother not only did he ruin her body, but also caused her husband to assume her false. But that was not the only issue. His parents were not well-liked within the village for their gambling habits and usage of various drugs. Many tried to get Einar away from them and place him with a more loving family, but attempts failed and his parents just moved further away.At the age of ten, Einar had his body used to pay for debts, and one night when he fought back he killed his assaulter but lost his eye in the process. Barely surviving that the torment that came after was now tenfold. He has no idea how he survived it all, and his mind seems to have put a fog around those memories as it feels more like a blur.He fell in love at 16 to a girl in a neighboring town. It was love at first sight and it ended with her being pregnant. Knowing they couldn't stay where they were, Einar expressed the abuse he was enduring and she knew her father would be livid and disown her, they fled one night with next to nothing.Einar found a home that was just built and killed the owner, as no one had met that man yet, as it seemed and he prayed it was the last terrible act he would have to do.He got work at the nearby town's gunshop where the owner took him under his wing and began to teach him the art of firearms and how to run a store.Life was not easy, but they were getting by. Things were taking shape and the future looked nice. When his daughter was born his world changed forever, he wanted nothing more than to give her everything and care for her. Something Mary teased playfully about as the man would not put her down when he was home.However, Anna was born with complications and the doctor warned she might never have a mature mind.But six short years tragedy came knocking once again for him. He had no idea, but the local Sheriff had been eyeing Mary, and she had been turning down his advances. Fed up with her picking the idiot who couldn't spell his own name, the Sheriff hired some men to rough her up, and kill Anna. It ended with both dying and Einar coming home right as the killings were done. Enraged Einar tortured the men until they told him why they did it. Then he let them slowly bleed out as he rode into town and killed the sheriff.
Believing there was no honor or good in society Einar became an outlaw with a complicated, but blood MO. Having been hanged twice and surviving both, the law enforcement have a bit of fear regarding him.
─── ⋆ ⭑ ⋆ ───Pending